Monday, February 28, 2011

Wonderful evening



Just have a really wonderful evening by listening to Ajahn's Brahm's talk with Yean. Just like any other talks by this great monk, it is full of inspirational quotes and hilarious jokes. And most importantly the Dhamma is really something related to how we are now: Being a Buddhist in a country where people may not know what religion it is and how should we behold ourselves and other non Buddhist friends and live harmoniously with one another.

Sometimes, we have to be innovative too!

" Whatever you expect it to be, it will always be something different."

"Doing a thing is easy, thinking is hard."

So, just do it! I shouldn't have keep thinking about doing revision but I should do it instead! Well, okay yes! Haha. There I go! :)

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

It's kind of amusing to look back the interaction between I and a friend by clicking "See friendship"in the facebook.
As I scrolled down, I realised that I kind of forgot around 60% what that post meant or what situation it was that make us commenting on it.
It is also an indicator of how a friendship grows, in the facebook.

I am actually searching for a piece of article written by an Ajahn which I could not remember his name. I never saw him neither. I was tagged on the article and read it months ago, but I didn't really make a note of it because I thought that it will just be easy to find it in facebook when I want to read it again. But after just a few months, now it is nowhere to be found, because there isn't an option to trace back all the links posted in facebook. The words from the article occasionally emerge from my mind but there is no way I can find back the complete version now.  I learned my lesson for not cherishing such a nice article and make my effort to keep it.

So, is there is any article that you may come across somewhere, not written by you nor your close friends, if you appreciate it, remember to save it somewhere in your laptop. It is worth spending a few minutes doing it for a lifetime appreciation of the piece of work at different stages of life. =)

Friday, February 18, 2011

Interesting neurotransmitters

I can't write about love no more
I should be feeling sad 
Now I know it wasn't you 
Who drove me mad 

It was that chemical stuff in my head 

Oh lalalalalalalalala 
Phenylethylamine 
Can't get enough 
Oh oh lalalalalala l'amour 
Noradrenaline 
Je comprends ~~


It makes me awake to have such an interesting lecture about amine neurotransmitters at 4pm when I am supposed to be half dead and it starts with this lyrics!

Got to know some trivias that might interest the Science students...

Noradrenaline (NA) is the love chemical!
It is said that feeling of being in love or in a crush is like having a NA rush in your body. Increasing NA in our brain gives us arousal and elevates our mood whereas depletion of it may be involved in depression. Sad to say, we are not able to increase NA concentration by taking tablets containing its precursors tyrosine because, the enzyme involved in the synthesis is saturated. So..what to do, you cannot create the feeling of being in love by taking tablets!

Dopamine is the addiction chemical! 
DA is involed in the control of attention, emotion and reward pathway. Also, the regulation of DA system in our brain is related to addiction of human beings to cocaine, amphetamine, cigarette and alcohol. It is said that because these drugs abuse may increase DA activity, which is linked to the reward pathway giving us a sense of pleasure. Hmmm, poor people, fooled by our own brain.

5HT (Serotonin) is the happiness chemical!
Serotonin is what gives us the feeling of happiness! High level of serotonin makes us awake and according to my lecture notes, it also makes us eat less and lose weight! On the other hand, low level serotonin gives you sleepiness and sedation and stimulate the feeding centre, which you tend to eat more.
see this! http://www.cartoonistgroup.com/store/add.php?iid=39023#second

And finally
Acetylcholine is the memory chemical!

Hahaha...Our brain is an amazing thing stuffed with all those complex systems of neurotransmitters! Hope there will be more fun coming on. hehehe.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Reward system

Have been doing some readings about Parkinson's Disease, which is the topic of my PBL presentation in this term. Came across a term about " Reward Pathway" and thus try to wikipedia it to have a glimpse what is it about. It is really interesting to know some trivia facts about how our brain works in the reward system.

"In neuroscience, the reward system is a collection of brain structures which attempts to regulate and control behavior by inducing pleasurable effects.


A psychological reward is a process that reinforces behavior — something that, when offered, causes a behavior to increase in intensity. Reward is an operational concept for describing the positive value an individual ascribes to an object, behavioral act or an internal physical state. Natural rewards include those that are necessary for the survival of species, such as eating, drinking, sex, and fighting. Rewards induce learning, approach behavior and feelings of positive emotions."


And most importantly,


"Rewards are generally considered more effective than punishment in enforcing positive behaviour.[2] "


This sentence reminds me of what Ajahn Brahm said before which sounds like this, " Forgive yourself of whatever mistakes you did before and set yourself free. You don't learn from your mistakes! You learn most from what that can inspire you most. "


Perhaps that can be quite true! Now looking back our education system, the exam system tend to deduct marks and punish those who make mistakes. Consequently, we as students are really scared to make even a single bit of error, because we are scared of losing marks. It is said that this forms a kind of habit of being afraid and avoiding making mistakes and hence we become less and less creative in our way of thinking. We are somehow trained to do things that we are familiar with, excellently, and we are so afraid of trying new things, exploring unknown stuffs because we are fear of the unknown that increases the possibility of making errors! 


Anyway, I digress too much! I just found out that I lost quite some marks in my studies and I was in real grief about it. Now i am not inspired at all to be a better pharmacist from the mistakes i made. They should give me some rewards e.g. sweets, chocolate for realising my error instead of deducting my mark then. Hmph~ :P

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Live.Love.Let go.


I had been seeing this big title on the advertisement board for 3 months during my last summer, on my way to UCSI. And it attracted me so much that I kept on telling dudu that I wanna watch this movie. And I never knew this is not the title of the movie actually. I have totally overlooked the big font of Charlie St Cloud. XD

Finally watched it during dinner today. hehehe. Would rate 3.5 out of 5.

Tmr would be Valentine's Day! Happy Valentine's Day!!! I don't know where the excitement comes from but..it's just sth worth happy-ing...heheh..Last few weeks when we were walking back home, I was on my imagination roller coaster how romantic it can be where Yean became the spoiler of my script! Isk! I said the prince will bring the girl to the candle light dinner. He poured a glass of wine for her. Then Yean said, he accidentally poured on her dress. Ish Ish. spoiler. haha.

And few weeks more it would be Pancake's Day!! There's absolutely  no reason not to have pancake on that day.

Too bad Valentine's Day is not a public holiday. That means I gotta stop dreaming and continue printing my notes. Bye sweeties. =)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Welcome the new family member!

We have a new family member~~~~~

Ta-da!!!

Her name is..not yet think, just call her yong meh meh! And she is from University of Harvard o!
Presented by a senior who just came back from his placement in Harvard.
Oh my, the soft toys are increasing ( Jes has one new toy to abuse )

踮脚的习惯

今天我的housemates们严重地告诉我that
我有站着踮脚的习惯!
而且,她们还研究到
我在外面时是不会那么失礼的,
而是当我感到非常relax的时候才会不知不觉地把一边的脚踮起来!
还有当我站在楼梯上时
我都会把一只脚放在上一层的楼梯
dudu说很粗鲁窝
可是事实证明也有女子是这样站的
(我们在地铁电梯偷偷看别人的站姿hehe)

然后她们讲我走路也很奇怪耶!
很不好看吗?
可是我觉得还好耶!!而且这么站真的满舒服的
脚板也可以通通风
哈哈哈~~

后来我自己回房反省一下,
发现我在折衣服,停下来时都会这样哦!
而且那时候我的心情是很开心的
ohmy~~ 真的有那么难看吗?
哈哈哈~~
有时真的要别人才看得到自己的习惯!
暂时觉得不怎么样窝
下次我会踮得斯文一点啦!


This is how i like to stand gua!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

从心开始

新的学期开始了,生活渐渐变得有规律。
每一个开始,新的心态,都让我别有一番的冲劲!哈!

今天第一次走到大大的阳台那里,顶着大大的太阳
吃厚厚软软的Braces面包,
瞻望而去是一片绿色的草原和湖水
还有一群在蓝空中回旋的鸟儿
wahseh,真的有那种常常在电视看见的
外国人很悠闲地坐在cafe外面喝着咖啡
要么写写小说,要么看看世界的心情
那种我常常憧憬的感觉终于给我体会到了!哈哈!
虽然我的脸皮曝晒在强烈的紫外线下,
但是天气依然是冷的。再暖点就好了。

因为新的开始,一切的感觉是如此新鲜,
希望自己有一颗不会容易疲惫的心,
每天都是一个新的开始。加油噢!^^

前年的秋天,生涩的我们。

Thursday, February 3, 2011

新年要比旧年好。=)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Now only I am reminded that Chinese New Year also means the coming of Spring!
Last year I read the article below; And Chinese New Year reminds me of the article again.


新年要比舊年好
--佛使比丘,山人譯
新的心,比新的年好,
也就是:比以前明白更多,智慧更宽广,
让自己能够
超越痛苦、站起来。

新的一年比旧年好,
只要新没有好,也不好。
口说得好,但心不好,有何用?
被鬼笑,值得吗?

更清净、更光明、更安详,
才叫做“新”,向前进,别惺忪愚昧。
更靠近涅盘,别迷失。
若这样:我们才算有真正的“新年”。



Tuesday, February 1, 2011

The first day of Feb 2011

Have gone to Sainsbury to buy groceries for Chinese New Year today.
Have an early dinner and the fried chickens that we bought from Co-op were really nice!






The thick soft bread with peanut butter or Red pepper Houmous spread on is sooo delicious. The thick bread particularly reminds me of the roti bakar that I ate in Singapore with Otak otak on it.

Have recently fallen in love with baking. How can I live without a lovely oven? Gonna ask my mom to buy an oven when I get back to Malaysia. haha.

Tmr gonna have little Hovis pancakes and a cup of Hot Nescolate ( Nescafe plus hot chocolate ) as my breakfast. Am looking forward to tmr's night reunion dinner too! Yay! 


Good night!