From my heart

We always said that time flies
We don't have even a moment to look at those that are precious in life
But when the time comes
We have chosen to do something else first
and put the most desired to-do thing to the last..

During exam time,
I feel that I'm so tired and exhausted
I wonder when can I have a good rest
or have the free time to do whatever I want?
When the exam is over,
I could have slept earlier or
could have read a good book,
However I spend my time
hanging out and playing till midnight with a bunch of friends
immersed in some boring things just to pass the time.
I had been like this may times
And I don't know why.
Is that the power of habit or addiction,
or I am just too used to ignore my heart?

It was my birthday a few weeks ago
and my roommate had reminded me I'm now 1 year older
Time flies even without our realize
It takes only a blink to see ourselves to become twenties, thirties, forties and fifties!
365 days seems like a train,
one after another
you come and left each station of life.
You might be lucky that
you didn't miss the scenes during your journey,
But somehow we always forget that
we are in the train all the time.
I guess that is the reason we feel shocked about
how a ten-years time comes and goes.
Don't wait to be reminded when it is the time to leave.
Just as to remember that your age only on your birthdays.
Keep that in mind, every day.
It's the easiest task in a day and the most difficult for every day.


How can a kind-hearted person
being disliked by so many people?
I don't have the answer
but it just happened that way.
One party being too ignorant,
one party feeling too annoyed.
Cheating starts and some feelings get hurt.
Why can't we just open our heart and voice out?
why can't they just be more understanding about us?
Why do we feel hatred and guilty at the same time and
why is our time wasted on such kind of things?

Everyone has their time when the emotion comes,
where the heart feel wrenching and tears start dropping;
and so do I.
to grief over the ever-changing plans
and the ever changing hearts.
Something I have planned so well,why can't I just make it?
sometimes I would just cry on foolish things
in which others just don't care about.
But I'll prefer a big smile on my face 24/7
then I won't get people disturbed by my emotion time;
Because I never know how to cope with others during their times of sadness and sorrow.


Tomorrow will be a better day. Have faith.

A passage to share

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
'Oh excuse me please' was my reply.


He said, 'Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you.'


We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.


But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.


Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.


When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown.


He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.


While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,


'While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.


Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.


Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.


He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.'


By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.


I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
'Wake up, little one, wake up,' I said.


'Are these the flowers you picked for me?'
He smiled, 'I found 'em, out by the tree.


I picked 'em because they're pretty like you
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue.'


I said, 'Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way.'
He said, 'Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway.'

I said, 'Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue.'


FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.


And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?


Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

Oh my! KBKK in Edexcel Physics!

hey ya, today is the day for my Physics trial!

I and my friends came nearly late to enter the exam hall, but luckily we made it 10 minutes before the exam starts! When I'm half way through answering those tricky questions, I'm wondering what i have been studying a few days ago! Some are not the type of standard questions that we were used to, or trained, to answer. I have to think so hard before i can firmly press the tip of my pen on the answer column! Many uncertainties..... and my friends agreed with me. That means this Jun 08 paper is creative and full of KBKK questions! Kemahiran Berfikir secare kritis and kreatif, haha!

That's all for today! A big good luck for my friends who're taking STPM tomorrow! Gambateh yo~~~ and I shall gambateh also - Bio unit 4 and 5 exam is on..My birthday! haiya..fate la..have to study and exam that day lo...smile cce :)

The Audacity of Hope

Inspired by him. =)
Proud to see the US history with my own eyes


I still remember
when I first saw him on the newspaper,
the Chinese New Year '08 was just to begin.
" Eww, have to wait for 10 months
to know the results..would he beat Clinton?"


Born to be a half blood child and once a drug addict;
then from a Havard graduate to a senator;
and now another brand now identity.
His unique background has brought him here,
but now he has to count on his own ability
to continue his journey.


Let's see how the changes are brought about
starting from 20th Jan 2009.

Eww..I dont even have time to update my October calendar! Will do it soon after..erm...the tests this week? Hopefully not the end of this month!

November full of tension - tests and trials bogging down our shoulders!

Now is the time for study, study, and study!

And don't forget to start buying for some new clothes for CNY. Oh my, I have already planned shopping after the trial..keke..that's what called a balanced life..


Bye~ will come to see you when I'm free.