Monday, December 24, 2012

The end of the world


Before the so-called end of era comes, it has grabbed so many attention. Why? Because of the deep-down in our heart we fear of the coming of the death, and we are also intensely curious of what will happen when death really comes, and what will happen if we all died together? Will it really happen on us? We are frightened but somehow we want to know what will happen when the time comes.

However, when the so-called end didn’t come, we laugh indifferently and said, “ That’s not the end of the world! Hah! I knew it is just a joke.” We said this as if we will never die, as if we have forgotten uncertainties will wash anything away anytime. And today could be the end of the world for someone living on earth, so how can we say that this is not the end for him / her and how can we be sure our death is not near to us? That is such a great misinterpretation. However, if we are not aware of the fleeting of time, if we still continue in our circles of habits and worldly pleasures, no matter how long we live on earth, without realizing this life will still come to an end. And that time, we will experience the same kind of fear for the end of the world, and that is the real end to our life. If we never worked on our mind and explore the true nature of this world, how can we overcome the fear and pass away peacefully when you don’t know where you will be going? If we came to deeply realize that death is always our final destination, we might choose to live our life in a different way. If we know there’s life after this life according to Buddhist concepts, we will choose to do more good deeds to get more happiness and hope for a better life after this, or even better future. We will focus more on building our virtues and the inner qualities in us, because that’s the only thing we can bring away with us after our death. We will want to live happily right here and right now because there is no need to sit and wait for happiness in the future.  As the past has always past and the future never comes.

If we truly accept the fact that we soon gonna die and we don’t know when exactly we will die, we will live our life truthfully and prepare ourself to face death at anytime. This is not a pessimistic view, this is a realistic point of view. Imagine when we have overcome the fear and not to be bothered by the fear of death, does it still matter if the-end-of-the world come or not? 

If the end comes, let it be the end of our stupidity and wrongful acts. May we grow more wisdom and realise the true meaning of our life and the natural phenomena around us.

P.S. : in this piece, I have stopped being a perfectionist. Well that's my true voice from the heart. and I feel great!


Wednesday, December 5, 2012

The christmas market

The christmas market

A cup of hot spiced apple juice
A few packets of Chou chou peanuts
Bratwurst with curry ketchup sauce
Crispy pork belly
and a great friend who is still around with you after the sky has turned dark

What we need is not that much
A great moment of joy is not that far
And all that makes a great pre-christmas night for me :)))

A card from mom

开心

Today I received a card in a pink envelope. My name and address was typed on it. Looking at the back, what? it's my home adress. It must be my mom who said she want to post a card to me (despite that it was a few days before my birthday!) I said no need since it is already that late, but she insisted that. So she quietly did so.

Oh, it's my first time ever in life to receive a birthday card from my parents, come to think of that. Haha! That is so sweet although not that surprising :P My mom's handwriting is still as usual, so neat and much more elegant than mine. Awwww,my heart is full of love. Althought the internet is so advanced now, a card made of paper sent by post still make a big impact to the person who receive it. It is something you can touch and hold dearly to your heart.......And something I can put at a corner of my room. Awwwww...

Like the quote in the card saying,
"Having you as a daughter has brought some wonderful feelings...
happiness at seeing you grow into such a kind, giving person,
pride in the way you follow your dreams, 
and love -just for being the incredible daughter you are!"

Love makes the world go round!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

August


一年过去了,我把这本书郑重地盖上了。

在Boots 的最后一天,是我近期来吃过最好吃的Fish and chips! hehe
 腐竹薏米糖水
 Banana Sundae haha...
Bye~


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

John Lennon

Remember the time when John Lennon sang to us across the space and time in London Olympics 2012 closing ceremony? I was a little moved by the presence of him and his voice beautifully singing out his imagination.

And this morning whilst sharing it with my friend, it led me to explore John Lennon's life and his other songs. It is rather saddening to know that he was actually murdered in New York at his glorious age of 40. Otherwise, he would have been on the same stage on Paul McCartney singing his best songs for the Olympics.

One click leads to another. That's how I found his other songs which are equally stunning and pleasing to ear.   E.g. The beautiful boy, woman, give peace a chance, etc. He can easily express himself without much words.   He just sings his thoughts out along with the flow of the melody. He is such a diamond and I wonder why I only start appreciating him that late? hehe..


Oh such a beautiful fatherly love.
I believe every dad has the same feeling like John when looking through the eyes of their kids.

And this one:


Only a great composer can come out with these lyrics.

We're playing those mind games together

Pushing the barriers planting seeds
Playing the mind guerrilla
Chanting the Mantra peace on earth
We all been playing those mind games forever
Some kinda druid dudes lifting the veil
Doing the mind guerrilla
Some call it magic the search for the grail



Love is the answer and you know that for sure
Love is a flower you got to let it grow


And Yes will be the answer to put all the mind guerrillas into peace. Yes I made up my mind for where I go in the end of August. :)
Glad that I know a little bit more about him today!

Friday, August 3, 2012

一念执着步步惊心



一眼之念,一念执着于步步惊心~ >.<

首先是被这三首歌吸引着
然后想起朋友介绍
结果 就完全中毒啦!
这几天都是看到两点才睡觉 煲剧
好久都没这样做了

看完了 有点意犹未尽
在慢慢回味

非常喜欢八爷和若稀在一起的甜蜜时光!
是整部剧里最浪漫最唯美的情节
即使若稀狠下心来与他决别
八爷始终是那一位风度翩翩,在远处默默护她帮她,不让她受委屈的人~~

八爷是温柔的
四爷是深情的
既然是一个爱情故事,就难免把角色的情感都放大,也把雍正人性化许多了
更钦佩的是作者把这些唯美的故事穿插在真实的清朝时代的历史里
把原本虚幻的爱情故事弄得较为真实
看着剧情,才发现历史里真的有这么多真实之时
九王夺嫡,八爷献海东狮,雍正对兄弟们的残忍
真的很有趣!好像把历史重现在眼前一样(若稀的故事除外)

震撼一时的九王夺嫡,雍正的辉煌时代
可都奈何不了时间的无常
即使万般不舍
仍需面对那生离死别
最后就好像一场好长的梦
发生的故事 变成了片片的回忆
岁月匆匆而去
现在只剩历史让世人去回味了。

Sunday, July 22, 2012

今天
宁夏
天空 蔚蓝无云 是蓝天
我 懒洋洋 靠在窗边 
阳光 挡不住的光线 遍照房间

被风吹过的夏天
英国的夏天
您好